Motivation, this is one thing I am seriously lacking these days. I am so exhausted beyond belief I can't even think about moving forward- which is exactly what I need to do. Baby Half Off has grown and grown and hit a plateau. We are looking for that push to get us going up to the next growth spurt. I am constantly thinking of what to do to get us there but its as if all creativity has drained from my brain. Life has become a cycle. I get up, chase my crazy little bean around the house. Kiss my husband good-bye and we go to work. There I check my email, make my pages and try to keep my eyes open long enough to make it through the day. When I get home I try to finish my work while again chasing Taycee around. I am too tired to think about anything but her, Seth and my pages. Now we are adding in the extra exhaustion from this little baby... I am just ready to crash. Crash hard and sleep for days. I want to spend the next week laying in bed and not have to look at a laptop or a webpage or even facebook.
So how do I wake up and get my creative juices flowing? How do I create the motivation to grow my business into what we hope it can become?
Don't get me wrong I love my life, for the most part. I love my sweet and obnoxious husband. I love my crazy screaming happy dancing Taycee. I love this unborn little baby and hope he/she is just as fun and adorable as the first. I am extremely grateful for what my business has become and the potential it has. I see exciting things in my future. I am just so..... tired.....! I need a break and I need it now! Unfortunately I now know any break I will get will not be 100% freedom. No matter where I go or what I do BHO is on the brain. I obsessively check facebook, website sales and emails. I can't not look it up. I can't get the thoughts of BHO out of my head, yet I can't think of ways to help us unstick....
Just gotta keep looking forward to tomorrow..
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